looong time no type

hey guys its been a while
i guess i'm kinda over this thing
i will try to write more

so heres whats happening

*camp and ny trip was great
*school started last week, its pretty good
*my job working afterschool with elementary schoolers is fabulous
*i auditioned for the play yesterday and today, the show is "go ask alice" i find out my role (or if i got in) on tuesday


nothing else is new

heres my schedule

english 10 (im doing honors english)
western civilization (3rd trimester= hawaiian history)
spanish 2
algebra 1 (yeah... im REALLY behind in math.. haha, i suck at math pretty much)
vocal ensamble (super fun class)
biology (only 10th grader, because the school screwed up my schedule last year, joy!)
study hall

okay
later!!!

(happy sarah?) hahahaha

SUMMER!

hey kiddies!
today is a great day!

1st day of summer vacation
and
i got this job i applied for next year
and a lot of ppl applied for it

ok so heres what it is
i will be working in the afterschool program at my school but in the elementery school
and its 8 dollars an hour
2 hours a day
5 days a week

and thats 320 dollars a month


so im very happy!

:)
happy summer!

SCHOOLS OUT!

hey guys!
schools over!!!!
except for tuesday and wednesday next week, i have finals- BLECK
and if i fail my math final i am soooooo screwed
my whole summer will be ruined and i will have to graduate a year later
NO FUN AT ALL!

so wish me luck
summer will be amazing though!
i will tell u more about it later


peace!
-hawaii girl

mother's day

hey everybody!
happy mother's day!
my mommy is in boston visiting her mommy and grandma
so my brother and i made a video for her

if you would like to check it our heres a link



im not sure if thatll work so heres another kind of link
so everything is the same, just taking life day by day
today im happy!

i hope you are well!


-Hawaii Girl (marena faye)

Sorry.. hehe

ok ok i guess that last post wasn't completely fair
i need to give you some more juice haha


so since we last talked nothing much has happened
as the days go by i get a little happier and then a little sadder and then a little happier and then a little sadder... etc. etc.

its just by the day
i never know if im going to be happy or sad the next day
its just what happens

i really cant write long and i apologize for writing so rarely but i promise i will try harder.
im reading a book called "new moon"
its the second book out of a series of 4 (4th one hasnt come out yet) the first one is called twlight
all by stephanie meyers
if you like a good book i DEFINITELY advise checking this AMAZING series out

i have a motto for myself
"do your best and when times get hard just hold your breathe"
its working for me




oh yes and all you need is love



sweet dreams lovers
-Hawaii Girl (marena faye)

short sweet & to the point

life is funny.
:)

nothing special

hello people!
sorry its been so long, exactly a month if im not mistaken. its because i havent really had too much time, i mean, even now, im in school at the moment. lifes been the same, nothing really going on

im doing the show. im in tech, as the prop manager, i would be acting but its just for middle school.
as usual, im homesick :(
but its getting a little better!
im doing well in school and writing lots of songs!

thats all for now.

-marena

sarah was here

This is Sarah, AKA the girl who always comments on Marena's blogs. Just wanted to say that Marena is sitting here beside me! She has safely arrived in New York and is catching up with all her RCDS people. I'll pass this to marena now:

hey guys!
im in ny babyyyyy!
with sarah
my love
i luuuuv her!
haha
if you read my blog, reach out to me and comment it because as of today, the only person i know who reads it is sarah

k ttyl!
RENT TONIGHT!

ok

today im ok
and im coming to ny in just a few days
im really really excited!

sorry if this brings you down

life has been tough.
i am coming to NY this month
thats all i have to live for at the moment.

<3

spicing things up with an improv song

if you didnt know, im a song writer
i write songs everyday
im going to write a song right now onto this thing


sell me a fairytale
buy me an empty town
underneath it all hope for dreams are coming true
forget the beginning because tomorrow it will end
just me and you
just me and you

take me away take me away
i wanna live for my very last day
so open your eyes
open your eyes with me
please (x2)

sell me a fairytale
it doesnt have to be long
just for one night
i wanna believe that dreams can come true
live your life living
end your life living too
just me and you
just me and you

and i dont know where im going
and i dont know how tomorrow will end
and i dont know how im feeling
do you? do you?

take me away take me away
i wanna live for my very last day
so open your eyes
open your eyes with me
please (2)


that took about 10 minutes
and it sounds pretty darn good

well i just wanted to spice things up a bit
things here are the same
im sad
sorry if you wanted to hear something different

-marena faye

so i got a puppy named maya last weekend!
shes really cute but she has been really shy and not connecting with us
this is probably because we adopted her when she was like 8 months old so shes really homesick
and she really isnt making any progress
and i love her so much
but my parents said if in a week she still is hiding all day and not playing and running away from us when we try to hold her (Which is alot) then they are going to give her back to the breader because she would not be the right dog for us :(

anyway..
schools been crazy hard and overwelming
i have so much work and tests and pressure and stress

tomorrow i have a test in ALL of my acedemic classes.. and its not even finals or anything.. just a regular day
ughughughughughugh

but... im probably going back to ny over my march break :D


theres not much more to say..
im homesick, i wish i didnt live here, things really are not getting better...

<3-marena faye

illusions

sorry i havent posted in forever.
winter break was interesting.
cedric was here.
and like i said it was... interesting
i dont know if i will stay at parker
we will see i guess
i miss my friends terribly but im beginning to realize, im not going home, nomatter how badly i want to

maybe this is all an illusion to myself
maybe i really am happy
maybe i dont want to be happy though
you know what.. i have no clue

all i know is "i live in hawaii. this is now. here is now"
the memories i have is what i live for

the future scares the shit out of me
i still cant beleive in in high school

its like time just all fo the sudden went in fast motion and now im here
im sitting here writing this
and the time is now


this is random but i cant wait to have kids
im gunna love them with all my heart and be the best mother i could be

i have amazing parents
but when i have kids i will never force them to move a million miles away
i will want to make sure this is okay with them
because, well, it hurts
but like i said... this could all be an illusion



oh did i mention i moved
yeah, to a different house much closer to my school
its great!


anyway, when i love these names for my kids when i have them.. i think they are so great


Girl:
Destinée
Ariel
Scarlett
Cleora
Bailey

Boy:
Christoff
Tristan
Aiden

Unisex:
Sage
Demi
Hayden



well.. im off, i have to write an essay on Animal Farm by George Orwell

Happy belated Hanukah
Merry belated Christmas
Happy belated New Years



-marenafayeee